The War All Around

Hey Friends,

I know that this post will cause some uneasy feelings in some of you because the nature of this post is not simply about the physical world we live in. Rather, this is a brief glance into something much deeper. Yes, we wage war against our flesh daily, but there is a war that is happening all around us, everyday that we do not see. It is a war between God and Satan. I could spend the rest of this blog detailing out the specifics of what I am talking about but I want to share with you an email my mother received from a dear pastor friend of my parents. Several things to remember when reading this. 1. Jesus is greater than the enemy so please guard your heart in giving too much attention to Satan. 2. If you are a believer in Jesus Christ, we do not walk in fear over the schemes of the enemy. You belong to the King.

I pray that you will be encouraged, as I was encouraged, as you read it.

Here are his thoughts:

“Martha, I always do my best trying to avoid clichéd statements or “preacher phrases”, especially in a time like this, so I apologize in advance if I fail in that effort.  What I can say with certainty and integrity is that Kim is one of the greatest men of God I have ever known, and the greatest pastor I have ever seen. He truly lived an anointed and visionary life and was gifted by the Holy Spirit with amazing skills of preaching, teaching and leadership.  Moreover, I have never met a pastor with a greater passion for reaching the lost, nor one with such a love for any – and all – people groups. Beyond this, Kim always put his love into action – he did something about it.

I want to stop well short of suggesting, or even sounding like, I have some sort of profound insight into the events that led to Kim’s death. I certainly do not.  However, what I am confident about is that Kim was, and still is, a very high ranking “officer” – a general – in the Commander’s forces.  With this in mind, one of the things that made him so special is that he did not use his Christ-appointed authority and position to try to build a name or kingdom for himself.  He was always about glorifying the name of Jesus Christ and about advancing His Kingdom on earth.  Additionally, another character strength is that Kim was a general who refused to command from the rear – he led from the front.  In other words, Kim was a general who fought as a foot soldier on the front lines of spiritual battle and he was not afraid to move into new spiritual territories to take ground for the Kingdom – and this is precisely what he did.

Now, it was precisely because of his “position” in the King’s army, and because he courageously took much new ground in the Holy Spirit and set many captives free in Christ that he was very much a major target of the enemy – which is something Kim fully realized and was sober about.  The Scriptures give us insight into the “network” of Satan and that the forces of darkness do, indeed, pay close attention to God’s leaders and the dark forces communicate about them.  Acts 19:15 records the response of an evil spirit that the seven sons of Sceva were trying to cast out, “One day the evil spirit answered them, ‘Jesus I know, and I know about Paul, but who are you?’” (NIV). In this we can see that evil spirits are keenly aware of who God’s leaders are, as well as those who are not empowered by Christ. I have absolutely no doubt that Kim was extremely well known among the forces of darkness,  and that they feared his anointing from Christ and they hated him for it.  They also hated that they were losing territory and former captives to the Kingdom of Light. Therefore, they were always looking for an “opportune time” to try to ambush Kim. Luke speaks of this tactic of Satan in 4:13, “When the devil had finished all this tempting, he left him until an opportune time” (NIV).

 Make no mistake about it, Kim will always be counted among the very best of Christ’s leaders and soldiers.  The fact that the enemy forces were finally successful in taking his physical life does not diminish, in any way, that was an awesome and mighty soldier of the Lord. Frankly, it is because Kim voluntarily led from the front lines that he had put himself in harm’s way where the spiritual warfare is at its heaviest.  Kim knew this was the danger zone, but was willing to risk himself for the sake of others.  The thing is that, in the midst of battle when the fighting is most intense, we can become emotionally and physically fatigued, and the constant barrage of weapons from the enemy coupled with the “noise” and “smoke” of battle can cause a warrior to become momentarily confused and blinded, and he can unintentionally take a step in the wrong direction and then find himself separated from his troop.  When this happens he can become completely surrounded and overwhelmed by the tactics of enemy forces around him. In this “opportune time” they attack with everything they have at their disposal trying to take the soldier out. I fully believe that this is what happened to Kim.  Again, it was because Kim was (and still is) a great leader and spiritual warrior in Christ that they attacked him – it was not because he was a weak or unimportant one.

In response to this attack against my brother I was compelled in the Holy Spirit to pray warfare prayers against the darkness, and other pastors joined me.  As I mentioned, it was specifically on my heart and mind to pray that God would enlist and empower the Forces of Light to identify, hunt down, capture and single out the dark spirits that were assigned to Kim by Satan.  My prayer is that the Commander would make an example of them before all the forces of darkness and that their punishment for this attack would be so great that fear and dread would spread throughout the kingdom of darkness – that they would regret the day they ever set their sights on harming Kim.  Again, this is not just “soulish” desire on my part, but is based on Scripture.  Moses sang, “The LORD is a man of war; the LORD is his name” (Exodus 15:3 ESV). Moses went on to sing, “In the greatness of your majesty you overthrow your adversaries; you send out your fury; it consumes them like stubble” (v. 7). My prayer is that God would send out His fury against these dark soldiers and officers that came against Kim. (I want to encourage you to read the entire song of Moses [15:1-18] with this in mind, as I believe it will strengthen you.) In the New Testament we can see that demons are terrified by the power and judgments of God as the demon speaking for the legion begged Jesus not to torture him (Mark 5:7). Additionally, we can see that demons do have “spiritual territories” and assignments and they dread failing in them and being sent from them (Mark 5:10).  Thus, I pray that what these demons fear and dread the most would exacted against them by the Lord. Moreover, I pray that Kim’s life will serve as a constant marker to the kingdom of darkness regarding the glory Kim’s faith and obedience have brought to Christ on earth, and that his death will serve to mark the dreadful penalty exacted by God against dark spirits for coming against one of Christ’s most anointed.

 As Paul wrote, “What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all – how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:31-32 NIV). Martha, as I mentioned the other day, besides these biblical beliefs on my part, I certainly don’t fully understand all of God’s reasons for allowing that last attack against Kim to succeed.  However, I do fully believe that God would not have allowed this if He did not have a MASSIVE counter attack and response ready to be released as a result of this.  Moreover, I do fully believe that Kim had given, not only his spiritual life, but also his physical life to the Commander long ago.  This means that I fully believe that Kim was willing to lay down his life for the sake of others if it would bring more glory to God and reach more lives for Christ.  God took Kim’s pledge seriously, so He did allow Kim’s physical life to be taken in battle. Because of this, however, I also FULLY BELIEVE that this is what is going to happen as a result – that God has set something up that will overwhelm kingdom of evil and will He will shake Satan’s forces by storm.  The Kingdom of Light is going to advance from this like never before, God’s people will come together, lives will be changed for the good, and new spiritual territory will be taken. Most of all, CHRIST WILL BE GLORIFIED and Kim, your love and husband, my spiritual brother and friend, and one of the greatest leaders in the Kingdom of Light in our time, will be honored – both on earth and in heaven. Always.”

Blessings,

Hunter

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A Season of Comfort & Joy

Each year, several buddies and I release a Christmas album under the name Folk Angel. It has been a fun project the past few years but this year it has become something more sentimental than I ever thought it would become. We began recording on October 1st. Just three weeks later, I received the news of my father’s death. As crazy as it sounds, recording this album was amazing therapy for my soul. You see, from a very early age my father pointed me towards music. Here is a picture of dad singing to me when I was a baby:

When I was in the 6th grade, he bought me my first guitar at a garage sale. It was a $30 Alvarez. In the 7th grade, dad bought me my first bass guitar. Music has been my passion for a long, long time thanks to my father.

We spent many late nights recording the album in the days and weeks following dad’s death and when it came time to think about a title for the album, my mind went to one phrase from one of the songs. It was the phrase “Comfort & Joy”. During the most difficult season my family has ever walked through, the amount of comfort we have is overwhelming. And because the Lord has given us His Comforter, we have been able to walk in an unbelievable amount of joy.

The album was released on November 15th and we dedicated it to my father. Here is a photo from the album’s booklet:

This album is special to me for many reasons. Not only did we dedicate it to my father, but my wife sings on “O Come All Ye Faithful,” my brother plays the saw (yes, the saw!) on several songs, and the album cover is actually a picture of my great-grandmothers house. If you read this and would like to check out the album, we have it for sale on several sites. Here are a few links to purchase “Comfort & Joy”.

iTunes
Amazon
Band Camp

Blessings,
Hunter

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No Words…

“I have no words.” 

I have heard that phrase over and over the past 5 days, both in my mind and from the mouths of my dearest of friends, and it is true. There are absolutely no words to describe the hurt, pain, confusion, frustration, sadness, and sorrow that we have experienced as a family. Without any doubt these have been the most difficult days I have ever walked through. I have no words.

But just as I have no words for the pain, I also have no words for how incredibly faithful my Lord has been. He has lavished grace upon grace upon grace over and over again. If I tried to write down all the evidences of God’s grace, it would take hours. I have seen the Lord comfort my mother so much that she has now been able to encourage her friends. I have seen the Lord reunite old friendships from the past. I have seen the Lord heal broken friendships. I have seen the Lord work out nearly impossible details concerning this tragic ordeal. On and on I could go. From the moment I walked in the door of my mother’s house on Saturday morning the Father began pouring out His Spirit over the house and our lives. He has flooded our hearts, and it has been amazing. He has used the body of Christ all over the world to show his nearness to us. I have no words.

I will never be able to adequately thank all of the thousands of saints who have interceded for us this past week. I will never be able to hug every neck of everyone who has sent cards, notes, or Facebook messages. As I write this note there is a local chef who is in my mother’s kitchen cooking a massive meal that would cost a fortune if we ordered it at the restaurant. I have no words.

In thinking back on my father’s life, I am blown away at how he taught me and my brother how to love the unlovable. But my father was only able to love because Christ first loved him. I am beyond thankful that he took me to Africa when I was 14 to share Christ’s salvation with people who had never heard the name Jesus. But my father was only able to share Christ because Christ first saved him. For me, I am only able to cope with my father’s death because my Savior is alive and conquered death. I know that my father is literally worshipping at Christ’s feet as I write this and that excites me. I have no words.

I leave you for now with this text from Paul’s second letter to the Corinthians:

3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. 5For as we share abundantly in Christ’s sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too. 6If we are afflicted, it is for your comfort and salvation; and if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which you experience when you patiently endure the same sufferings that we suffer. 7Our hope for you is unshaken, for we know that as you share in our sufferings, you will also share in our comfort. 8For we do not want you to be ignorant, brothers, of the affliction we experienced in Asia. For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life itself. 9Indeed, we felt that we had received the sentence of death. But that was to make us rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead. 10 He delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will deliver us again. 11 You also must help us by prayer, so that many will give thanks on our behalf for the blessing granted us through the prayers of many.

Blessings,
Hunter.

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Last Attempt

Well this is my last attempt to blog. I have started many blogs over the years but can never seem to keep them up to date. I have just about come to the realization that writing is just not my thing. I do however think it is a good discipline to practice for several reasons.

REASON 1
Reflection
My mother used to tell me that it is important to always know where you have come from. Practically speaking, this works. I think it can be beneficial to look back at old posts and thoughts and see how much life has changed or even see what I was learning.

Reason 2
Ventilation
Sometimes it is good to get feelings or thoughts off my chest. If I can have an avenue to write or discuss certain ideas or topics (longer than 140 characters) then I won’t lose those thoughts. This is a main reason why I am trying this blog again. I often have ideas or thoughts that I need to write down but just don’t.

Reason 3
Growth
I don’t think anything I say will be anything new or anything anyone will learn from, but it will help me grow. I will grow in writing skills as well as help me in the future. Journaling is something that I believe the Lord uses to help shape our spiritual lives and I want in on that!

So there it is. My reasons why I am giving blogging one last go.

Hunter

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